*Sigh*

Sorry I haven't been on in forever, this week's been... rough.... busy and rough. Busy last week, chores over the weekend, and... well... since Sunday afternoon, Clyde hasn't been feeling well. He's hardly eaten in a few days, not even a biscuit! (and he would never, under any circumstances, unless he was really, really, REALLY sick). We took him to the vet yesterday, and he got a few pills... Last night my dad and I stayed with him. I even moved my covers and pillow out and camped with him on the livingroom floor. I was up til about midnight, and fell asleep near him. Then my dad let him out, and when I woke up later, Clyde was laying right next to me, with his head even on my pillow.
It was just terrible seeing him breathing so heavily. We..... we had to put him down this morning.... That was the worst part.....
I don't think I've ever cried as much as I have these past few days.

Day: Tuesday
Song: "Already Gone" by Kelly Clarkson
Mood: Just.... depressed.....
Days left: 21